Starry's Fanfiction

So yeah... I got a twitter.... Livejournal is such a commitment... And all I have to say is I'm sorry baby it's not you it's me... LOL......

I was reminesing and the like, and I relized how much of a lameo I was... XD..... But I had love lol.... I think >.>......

But yeah I'm still on lj like all the freaking time but reading lame fanfiction... It consumes my life....


I figured I give my self a look in on my life like years later you know..... Hopefully I'll look back and be like 'How freaking lame' cuz that will mean I'm cooler than I am now.. And hot damn am I cool....XD.....


But yeah I'm sorry lj but twitter has stolen my online blogging heart..*dramatic breaking-up pose*

*goes to tweet*


<3

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JESSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

It's totally not my fault that I'm in love with Jesse's voice, I don't care what you all say, LOL BOAT SKIRT.... fuck you Tinkerbell get out of the screen, I want Terrence >[

FUCKING TERRENCE I FUCKING LOVE YOU. FUCK, TALK MORE. TALKING, TALKING, TALKING, now he's talking science. Lol dustology. And then he straddled a chair and it was so... manly *insert girly squeal here*.

So I'm a pretty pathetic sixteen year old girl. I mean, I should be hanging out with my friends, getting drunk right now, but instead my sisters friends are all drunk, who are all significantly younger then me, and I'm sort of jealous. Except I would be so fucking pissed if my sister was drinking. And her friend Owen, her sweet little friend that is in grade eight, fresh out of grade seven, is drunk as fuck.

What has happened to today's society?

Yup, pretty pathetic night.

surprise!
a holiday treat meme


anyone else have one?? 8D

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“On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That that doesn’t make any of it any less real.

That soft touches will change you and stay with you longer than hard ones.

That being alone means you’re free. That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you’re with is the one you’re meant to be with. That the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them. That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead.

That you control that completely.

That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people. That you laugh more than you cry. That crying is good for you. That the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

That your friends are reflections of the best parts of you. That you are more than the sum total of the things you know and how you react to them. That dancing is sometimes more important than listening to the music.

That the most embarrassing, awkward moments of your life are only remembered by you and no one else. That no one judges you when you walk into a room and all they really want to know, is if you’re judging them. That what you make and what you do with your time is more important than you’ll ever fathom and should be treated as such. That the difference between a job and art is passion. That neither defines who you are. That talking to strangers is how you make friends.

That bad days end but a smile can go around the world. That life contradicts itself, constantly. That that’s why it’s worth living.

That the difference between pain and love is time. That love is only as real as you want it to be. That if you feel good, you look good but it doesn’t always work the other way around.

That the sun will rise each day and it’s up to you each day if you match it. That nothing matters up until this point. That what you decide now, in this moment, will change the future. Forever. That rain is beautiful.

And so are you.

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Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad

Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobby of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy
( day three )

we drove by the house last night, couldnt go inside[hopefully today we'll do that], cause the lights are not turned on. but the neighborhood is really nice and super close to alot of stores for job opportunities!

also its really cool to say tha i live right up the street from mal. basically, even if it is over 2 miles. haha.

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Last night, while on the computer at a not too respectable hour I found that my Mom was home, and with a girlfriend for some reason or another.

I end up staying up till 2 in the morning because I was drinking some tea and my Mom and her friend were enjoying their "Russian Water" while talking to me about life and how guys suck and the general thing that girls talk about. I told my mom that I would be totally fucked for the morning so I needed money to buy a coffee, but instead my mom's friend gives me a five and tell me a grande americano at starbucks. Holy shit.

I wake up at 7, go back to sleep until 7:30 and find myself starving so I decide to buy myself a coffee and a bagel at the cafe, using the money the chick gave me. Oh lordy lordy, insteresting night.

Other then that, I'm sure there will be more to report about in the next few days.

I watched repo! the genetic opera last niiiiiiiiigggghhhhtttttt

snagged from the insatiable xeelia ;P


$150.50

Just read the "offenses" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine.

When you are done post this as "My fine is $........"

You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.

Offenses:
Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 --$25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Peed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

Tally it up and Title it..."My Fine Is..." copy and paste, then repost it in your journal too.

Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobby of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Stupid questions that make you go hmmmm...

http://www.corsinet.com/braincandy/stupid.html

OMG people.

-_-

If you're going to write male pregnancy, at least have the fucking intelligence to pick up a fucking book about pregnancy in general.

Songs I listened in my Illustrator class & sound class

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Title: Complexity
Fandom: Twilight series
Pairing: eventual Marcus/Seth (main)
Summary: Volterra was his prison, an entire city, but it didn't make up for the fact that he was alone and tortured. There had to be something to make this death sentence worthwhile.
Disclaimer: The Twilight series is the property of Stephanie Meyer, and I'm not her, so I'm not filthy rich and I don't really own anything that you see within this story.
Rating: pg – nc17
Warnings: Swearing, boy-love is going on here, slow-building, sex; more to come as the fic is written.
Special Thanks: Special thanks go out to Catherine Bronte, Araliay, and Shey for beta-reading this for me and putting up with my insanity. @.@ You guys are amazing.
( One step into the fire, one step into a destiny that I didn't want. )

Florescent disc rises on warm pink edge,
Desperate feet retreat from high ledge,
Thoughts brighten and ledges hide,
Blinding rays warm a cold inside.

Slumber whored bed empty on one side,
No love, no one night, definitely no bride.
Hourglass turns and soon begins the sands,
Daybreak looms for the unheld hands.

Those who love but do not see,
Past sea of masks to misery.
Overwhelming desires to end life,
A stay of execution every night.

For onlookers life swirl and progress as it should,
Each spare love and attention as much as they could,
They speed off and push to the side,
The unnoticed one left behind.

Shred, tear and give each their place,
Every jibe slowly carving a new face,
Jay a long glance down from the top,
When will this fortress's construction stop?

With sun comes crystal and vague lack of self,
Worries of not being true and mental health,
A seldom stab amongst blood stained zen,
Not one sees this shadow amongst men.

Sun meets high and issues complicate,
Wars begin between chaos and peace. Love and hate.
Armies too matched to ever clear a path,
Instead the gift is a grim blood bath.

Onlookers sympathise but never understand,
As bargaining stops slaughter by own hands.
Have to amount to something in this life,
Even if it will never be wedding a wife.

Orb meets edge and warm lights fade,
Sands of time soon spent on this charade,
Gentle snoozing as shoulders overlook,
Something too dangerous to awake be shook.

Disc fallen and evil creep,
Absences of sound and sleep,
New disc born forces beasts to awake,
Same old joy of toying with one's fate.

Silent screams as flesh surrenders to claws,
Dreams shatter as self meets their jaws,
Every inch bleeds and burns,
The light too maimed to return.

Black, spiked and four taloned paws,
White eyes, tracking nose and blood hungry jaws,
No care between taste of a him or her,
Behold my killer, my yang, my monster.

Unprepared front line falls fast,
Armies too thin to ever outlast,
On my own squared to the beast,
Survival for one to the other: a feast.

Onlookers love but do not see,
As beast destroys all that is me,
Motherly moon oblivious with a know nothing grin,
Distant from her is the droplets falling from chin.

Horizon does not lighten and dark wins out,
Black eats through all punch, kicks and shouts,
Jaws strike deep and finally surrender to the pain,
Then day looms and the attack begins again.

Christmas Gift Toy & MySpace Layouts at pYzam.com

After school my Dad, sister and I decide to go get some Starbucks. This guy in a wheel chair that seems to be needing help so I'm like, "Okay, here I'll help you" because he needed help and I was being nice D:

And then he starts to sort of get up out of his wheel chair and bounces up and down and I kinda start to worry because "holy shit what are you doing?"

And then I try to give it to him and he says that he has... something wrong with him and can't hold it himself and it was the most awkward thing of today.

My Dad said I handled it well, because I work with special needs kids every other day >>

Time Capsule Meme

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